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You're already used to laughing at me.

Posted on Wed.November.15 at 8:56 pm
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: Jesse McCartney.
Excellent time for live journal updating.

I just spent an hour and a half starting and finishing my social studies essay. i feel really accomplished.

almost everyone knows the words to whats left of me. if i stated.

"im half the man I thought I would be."

everyone knows thats him.

"tell me its not all in my head."

bingo. bango.

just thought id bring it up :-)

BUT YOU CAN HAVE
ALL THATS LEFT OF ME!

nick lachey is hot. bottom line. jessicas a slut. im glad they broke up. he was too good for her anyway.

so everyone at highschool like. already has this impression of me. the whole school. i went into the library with lila and liz and this bunch of seniors started whispering and laughing at me. thats why i hate the library. because it isnt necessarily really big. and anyone can goooo. and i just feel really alone if i dont go with someone. i think that'll be my goal. to go alone one time and just handle the social awkwardness of not being with anyone to save my ass. yup. thats what ill do. GAH. but i really do hate people who do that. and i was likeeeee. GAH. it pissed me off to no extent. and i was just like. what the fuck assholes. go do something to someone who actually knows who you are. thanks.

assholes.

GAH. NOW IM ANGRY.

fuck.

GO ON GO ON YOUR CRUEL INTENTIONS WONT SOLVE YOUR PROBLEMS.

those are the times you need love.

*yawn*

im glad i got the essay done. its due friday so now i can breath tomorrow.

i miss kristin. i shall tell her. KRISTIN I MISS YOU.

good. now i feel good.

i got a book from the library. its called "Chocolate and Blood." The title enough made me want to read it so much. its about werewolves, which im amazingly obsessed with. i think they're fascinating. im really excited about reading it :-D i love libraries. they're full of opportunities.

like several things arent.

like not being straight.

and not having any choice when choosing people for relationships.

because you cant show anything to anyone.

and like having to keep things secret from everyone.

like not having a romantic life because people wont allow you.

like that.

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